I removed it because some wonderful friends all said words that pretty much woke me up.

The last journal was, to be quite frank, a mistake. I didn't really go into much detail because I didn't want some of my more personal things to be revealed on a public website, but sufficed to say I gave the wrong impression to people and in hindsight realised what I wrote is absolute garbage.

I'm still in a block, but the words said by a number of people, particuarly , and were a reminder and a slap.

I am not leaving. This is not the end. I am not dead. But I am still some what busy. I am still trying to re-shape some areas of my life. And I am still in a block. Hopefully these things will pass sooner rather than later.

The Fat Lady didn't sing. Someone else did and I mistook her voice for the Fat Lady's.